So sad!!

I wish I could go back.
I wish I could still be a baby.
I wish all this would be over fast.
I wanna go home.
I miss u all.
I love u guys back there.
Life here is really different without you people.
When I was sad you people are around me.
And now I hafta face this big world alone.

My heart is so empty right now.
I wish there is someone there to hear me.
I wish [C] - factor is here with me.
I feel uncomfortable without u people beside me.
I wish mum and dad is here.
Then I can tell you how much I love you and miss you.
I wish my grandpa is here.
Then I will know you are safe coz I'll take care of you.
I wish my doggies is here coz both of you cheer me up when I am down.
Life is really different without these people in my life.
If I have the chance to turn back time to do form6 I would.
I think I've made a wrong choice.
I think I am not ready to leave Kch
I think i still could not let go of the life at Kch.
I wish I could just stop right here and go home.

I know those of you who are reading this probably will say
'John is wishing the impossible'